Im done.

[.snowy]

Referring back to that post a few weeks/months back (whenever it was), stuff hasn't really improved. Ive found myself not signing onto SI at all, let alone doing anything remotely entertaining on the internet.

I have burried myself in University work, to the point where Im getting depression again. My anger issused have been getting worse, and Im just struggling to find the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. Ive been trying to pick myself up over the last couple of months, and it hasn't worked. Yesterday marked one year since all this <Censored> started for me, and I haven't gone forward at all. I am just done. I am 19, and I am already in a pretty dangerous place, not knowing how I am going to get through the years ahead. I want to leave University so badly but I know that will cause more problems than it will solve. Ive just been searching for happiness for so long, and being unable to find it for so long, I am just about ready to give up.

So I guess this is a sabbatical of sorts. I most likely wont be posting here for a significant amount of time. I guess I have never really 'fit in' here, not being part of the inner most sanctum kinda sucked...

However long its been, its obviously been good otherwise I wouldn't have stayed here for such a ridiculous amount of time.

Cheers

Duncan

 

[Oiler35]

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

 

[.GR]

One of SI's all time greats. Good luck man.

 

[Pugz]

Good luck, I still know what youre going through. Just try to stay the least bit positive, be safe and take care

 

[snipezo]

Good luck, snowy.

 

[jarrod2323]

g'luck Duncan.

maybe a trip to the states would help? lol ... hang in there .. ages 19-22 are tough, but can be rewarding at times, too. Just have to keep your chin up

 

[sheed]

Good luck snowy. I hope everything works out for you man.

 

[Gtown81]

I hope everything can get better for you. Sucks that you're gunna leave, but whatever is best for you is what you should do.

 

[yezzir]

Good luck bro, wish you nothin but the best.

 

[Mexi]

snowy, GOOD LUCK!

i'm with you man. 19 and having trouble with college.
i wish i could quit but i'm gonna hang in there. hopefully you do what's right for you.

so good luck my friend.
you are a cool dude and it's been fun chatting with you about GFX and NBA for the past couple years.

 

[The Guid]

hope everything turns out for the best man. it sucks, but you gotta do what you gotta do. we'll always be around here though.

 

[dez]

I hope everything works out the best for you snowy, sounds like your in a bad place in life right now, but know God is always on your side.

Ill pray for you tonight, and hopefully you'll get better soon

 

[cruzg24]

Good luck man, we are always here for you. Just remember that and be positive, we know you can get through this.

 

[$tunna]

Good Luck Snowy, I hope to see you back sometime....

God Bless

 

[footballplaya52]

everybody has their time to leave. good luck bro

 

[DC4]

Hang in it brah, <Censored> like this are very common..just gotta keep fighting


g'luck snowy.

 

[RipCity32]

Good luck Duncan, I really hope things get better with you :/

 

[Giantmetfan07]

Wow, sorry to hear about all the issues snowy. I hope you dont do anything you regret, and try to keep as best a positive attitude about this.

One of the greats of SI...

Ladies and Gentlemen, .Snowy has left the building.

 

[Rios15]

Good luck man, have you seen your doctor about this? you should.

 

[getyappcrnredy24]

Damn man, I never really knew you, but I know you're one of SI's GOATs.
Best of luck to you, and I'm sure you'll pull through.